New Moon ♍️
I have to admit, September is my favourite month. I’m biased, of course. Devi and I got married two years ago and we’re still celebrating our second year anniversary by going around Whitby (yes again, but we love it here) and by the sea. Which is fitting because we got married on the beach in Argyll, Scotland with the Paps of Jura behind us, a truly magical day!
And it’s a truly magical month, not only are the fruits on trees and plants full of flavour, falling to earth or ready to be picked, but there are lengthening shadows, beautiful sunrise and sunset colours, changing colours in the leaves, morning and evening coolness and yet warmth in the sun. And the sky has different shades of blue….. the longer nights are coming!
This year, the autumnal equinox fell on the same day as our wedding anniversary and the photo taken that evening (above) summed up my feelings and thoughts of Alban Elfed, the modern Druid celebration of ‘The Light of the Water’.
We didn’t realise it until we got here, but the whole weekend has been the Whitby Fish and Chip festival. This has had various talks on sustainability, raising awareness of Climate Change and there’s even been a push for encouraging people to do one small thing to help in the fight against it. There have been workshops on how to dress a crab and prepare fish, there have even been performances of sea shanties, storytelling and even traditional clog dancing too. And of course various restaurants being visited for that British staple: fish and chips!
Thinking about it, it’s almost like Devi and I had come to an entirely different sort of harvest festival, not one of fruits and vegetables of the land, but the bounty of the sea.
And as if to emphasise the lesson I’ve been thinking of this autumn, it can be characterised by a boat at sea. And this lesson is “Let it go.”
I would love to say I am a completely zen-natured and calm individual always finding a a quiet solution to everything…… I’m not. I’m human, I overthink things, and I when I make mistakes I can brood and sulk about them for hours. I mentally punish myself over and over until something else takes my attention then I can move on. In short, I take things personally and get very defensive because I didn’t get it right the first time. That’s a lot of shit to put on myself and it is entirely self induced.
This has been a year about developing a sense of thinking in the present. The second a mistake is made, or I hadn’t thought of something that should have been common sense, or made a wrong choice, it’s done. So instead of ruminating on the said mistake and feeling despondent, I’ve been teaching myself to “let it go”. And those are the three words that I immediately fire up as soon as something goes wrong. Let. It. Go. Why am I taking this so personally? Behaving like a child isn’t going to fix the situation, so let it go. By no means am I using this to ignore a problem, more it’s of recognising an error and determine if it’s something I can I can put right there and then. If it isn’t, accept it, acknowledge it, learn from it and move on. Let it go.
The people of Whitby are proud of their maritime heritage, the fishermen of this town respect the sea because they know it can mean life and death in the waves.
I don’t think it’s any mistake that the sea is often used as a symbol for our emotions, there’s a reason ships only go out when the seas are calm. However, should a vessel find itself caught in a storm, the crew have to put their emotions aside in order to find the clarity needed in order to get out of it. Doesn’t mean the mixture of emotions aren’t there, they have to let it go in order to do what they must. And when I think of some of the things I stress myself about, they pale in comparison to what a crew have to do in order to make themselves safe and stay alive.
So yes, it’s that kind of detached clear thinking I must seek, so when I encounter a problem, I’m not being overwhelmed or distracted by the waves of my emotions. In ‘let it go’ I am in fact reminding myself to take the objective point of view in order to work the solution if it’s in my power to do so. And by letting it go, I am also being kinder to myself and others.
Autumnal Blessings and may the Light on the Water show you your bounty.
Locksley. /|\